Thursday, February 10, 2011
Monday, February 15, 2010
Monday, January 4, 2010
MY THOUGHTS…. Ahmedabad cept.. 2009
The temporary emotions resulting into temporary thoughts….
27/07/2009 – 22/11/2009
the dialogue with the self...
09/09/09
The date….
It was easy to decide, but not that easy for me to work on it….. I need to stay alone, with myself, to understand….. wr things r leading…. I need to settle down somewr inside…..inside….in somewr….. sm place….smwr, wr I feel of my own self & the surroundings…. Its easy to say I don’t want to think abt the surroundings, but at that point of time … I dint realize, i was always walking with the surroundings , walking in there…… in the crowd, always hiding smthing of mine………
I desperately need to go search that….
I think may be the reason why I must have chosen site project would be to come out of the underlying fear that I carry within…..
In the real sense, there’s a need to combine the music with the feel of that undefined nature…. The collaboration of both…
It’s not just the documentation or the works seen of the masters and the collection of information……. But the inspiration has some reason to it that reason can be searched through this project…. The techniqualities exist as they always do……. But till wt extent can they take us..? wr do they lead us…?
Reading the music coming out of those that speak so much….
Its like…… why doesn’t the world roam around the music & the nature beyond….
Why does all this seem to be so said….can these be said…?
Its only the experience that exists & we take it forward…. Smwr …
Different music leads us to different thoughts….n state of mind…. Wt should be followed…… because everything is liked………….
15/09/09
Hw much do we stay with ourselves ,staying with the self….Wt is the guaranty of me staying with myself….Why should I answer all my questions, I have….. but yet I think….. there’s a need to answer….. that…… ANSWER & QUESTION
All about lipsing & the sound comes from somewr… may be sm1 directs us to take that sound out of the throat…
The something takes me smwr....
Smwr wr……. Smthing lies smwr…..
Wt lies is to be searched….
With different way & mediums…..
No need or a need to search that…….
May be to complete the task of life….
We need some project to cover up each day….
That sunrise & sunset…& …sunrise & sunset…..
It’s all may be just to cover up the matter of this life given to us by sm1….
We r ourselves…… but gifted by sm1…… the first step….. the first gift of life is
given by sm1 else to us…..
It was sm1 else’s decision…. Thrown upon us…
Techniqualities apart .
A lot of research centres…..
A lot of researchers & scientists trying to search…….. things ….why life exists…?
it does … wt to do..?
They search the technical part…. But still.
Hw did that form appear…
There’s always a lot of sense in nonsense…….
16/09/09
The gigantic forms of the nature….
The nature as the beaty….
The nature as the rawness & the originality it persists….
The superficial sense of the nature… or the actual sense of perceiving it & admiring it……….
The attraction towards it…. Is to live this life of the nature…. To live each form of it… to breath every molecule & atoms of the forms &surroundings……
The destruction that nature gives….
Is it the glamorous part of the nature compared to the urban world….
Is that nature we see is glamorous…..
Does it give peace………
It does…. But to me…. It gives a sense of fear…. Wt is suppose to be dealt with…..
The fear of going to that….
Superficially it is fascinating……
Yet the need to feel it…..
Have experienced the feel of nature…..
But nw wish to be fearless of it….
Wish to be self driven by it….& not through some influence &…. The inspiration stays….
Inspiration of pple…. & attraction of nature….
The term nature becomes cleashey to use at a point ……
Should be…may be… the forms of the lives there..
The term nature to me acts as a house for the forms & subjects breath in that..
May be all this sounds philosophical…… but that is hw I think….. or may be is the way I wish to think….
17/09/09The earth, the nature as a painting……
The trees growing towards the sun….
The connection of the forms of nature to each other…..one giving birth to the earth & taking it away….. the treatment of nature to the life…. The contribution…..
The life finding a way in itself through these gigantic forms….
The compilation of both on the earth…
Air, water & land combined…..
The energy contributed by nature…
The forms created by the nature… earth… & different activities….
18/09/09The natural threat……. Can never be cured or denied……
If the threat is experienced at the time of work….??? Will I be living…..???
How will it be to experience that while working their…. While talking to those forms….??
May be I can tell them not be so threatful to people…..tell them to be calm & love the humans living on this earth….
May be I can tell them…..kill the evilness, lying in the human mind….
I can… may be….. raise this issue at the court of the NATURE…… may be laws of the
nature gives me the permission to raise this major issue, that , human mind deals with the evilness inside….
Being original……
We talk abt being original… atleast I do….. but wt abt it…. Being raw…. The rawness that I talk abt….. that I find in nature & in those forms…..
Those forms…
Those crazy going forms…….. smwr, Smwt, smthing…….
Therez really no need to think so much… abt…
Smthings r there…… as they r there….. they should be there…. So that we talk abt it…. Talk to gr8 deals…. & usually and up things…. As its there……bcaz…its there…. !!!! & all over..
There’s no surety…. Nothing that is permanent….. today its there…. Tomorrow, it’ll disappear but……with a replacement to it……
24/09/09
Going through a process of letting out everything on the strips of handmade, through the roles pinned up….. letting it go out In the world… giving it all back to nature in some form… may be in the formation of imitating the nature…
Imitation of the nature…. And something like that… and now whether for the public or not..??
No thought….. “It’s that whether I have for the time being, I am submitting it, back to, from where I got all this….”
30/09/09
The blend of the strips with the nature using the colors…. And leaving it all there, hanged till death……. Somewhere in a lonely place, where no one can come and save it…. All being documented at that point of time……………….. The death being documented…… the fear taking the place of the death…….
The series of fear…. The fear… that is to be blasted away…. Thrown, crushed and demolished out of my life….. Physically mentally….. The in confidence in me, hanged up there where no one can come and save it….. And then will arise that individuality………
The talked about…… individuality, told by someone, received by me, presented and acted by someone………
That ‘me ness’ will come and go… go somewhere god knows what will happen to the project…… that laziness will all kill it..
30/09/09
My pen…’pen’….. Is bloody wasted over this…. A set of gifted pens….. By someone….a friend may be….. From Paris…… and a selected…..individual pen…… trying to search its ‘individuality’ wasted itself……. And is gone or will be gone and over after a while……… that brown, Indian red…..maroon... Something... will be all a waste……
27/07/2009 – 22/11/2009
the dialogue with the self...
09/09/09
The date….
It was easy to decide, but not that easy for me to work on it….. I need to stay alone, with myself, to understand….. wr things r leading…. I need to settle down somewr inside…..inside….in somewr….. sm place….smwr, wr I feel of my own self & the surroundings…. Its easy to say I don’t want to think abt the surroundings, but at that point of time … I dint realize, i was always walking with the surroundings , walking in there…… in the crowd, always hiding smthing of mine………
I desperately need to go search that….
I think may be the reason why I must have chosen site project would be to come out of the underlying fear that I carry within…..
In the real sense, there’s a need to combine the music with the feel of that undefined nature…. The collaboration of both…
It’s not just the documentation or the works seen of the masters and the collection of information……. But the inspiration has some reason to it that reason can be searched through this project…. The techniqualities exist as they always do……. But till wt extent can they take us..? wr do they lead us…?
Reading the music coming out of those that speak so much….
Its like…… why doesn’t the world roam around the music & the nature beyond….
Why does all this seem to be so said….can these be said…?
Its only the experience that exists & we take it forward…. Smwr …
Different music leads us to different thoughts….n state of mind…. Wt should be followed…… because everything is liked………….
15/09/09
Hw much do we stay with ourselves ,staying with the self….Wt is the guaranty of me staying with myself….Why should I answer all my questions, I have….. but yet I think….. there’s a need to answer….. that…… ANSWER & QUESTION
All about lipsing & the sound comes from somewr… may be sm1 directs us to take that sound out of the throat…
The something takes me smwr....
Smwr wr……. Smthing lies smwr…..
Wt lies is to be searched….
With different way & mediums…..
No need or a need to search that…….
May be to complete the task of life….
We need some project to cover up each day….
That sunrise & sunset…& …sunrise & sunset…..
It’s all may be just to cover up the matter of this life given to us by sm1….
We r ourselves…… but gifted by sm1…… the first step….. the first gift of life is
given by sm1 else to us…..
It was sm1 else’s decision…. Thrown upon us…
Techniqualities apart .
A lot of research centres…..
A lot of researchers & scientists trying to search…….. things ….why life exists…?
it does … wt to do..?
They search the technical part…. But still.
Hw did that form appear…
There’s always a lot of sense in nonsense…….
16/09/09
The gigantic forms of the nature….
The nature as the beaty….
The nature as the rawness & the originality it persists….
The superficial sense of the nature… or the actual sense of perceiving it & admiring it……….
The attraction towards it…. Is to live this life of the nature…. To live each form of it… to breath every molecule & atoms of the forms &surroundings……
The destruction that nature gives….
Is it the glamorous part of the nature compared to the urban world….
Is that nature we see is glamorous…..
Does it give peace………
It does…. But to me…. It gives a sense of fear…. Wt is suppose to be dealt with…..
The fear of going to that….
Superficially it is fascinating……
Yet the need to feel it…..
Have experienced the feel of nature…..
But nw wish to be fearless of it….
Wish to be self driven by it….& not through some influence &…. The inspiration stays….
Inspiration of pple…. & attraction of nature….
The term nature becomes cleashey to use at a point ……
Should be…may be… the forms of the lives there..
The term nature to me acts as a house for the forms & subjects breath in that..
May be all this sounds philosophical…… but that is hw I think….. or may be is the way I wish to think….
17/09/09The earth, the nature as a painting……
The trees growing towards the sun….
The connection of the forms of nature to each other…..one giving birth to the earth & taking it away….. the treatment of nature to the life…. The contribution…..
The life finding a way in itself through these gigantic forms….
The compilation of both on the earth…
Air, water & land combined…..
The energy contributed by nature…
The forms created by the nature… earth… & different activities….
18/09/09The natural threat……. Can never be cured or denied……
If the threat is experienced at the time of work….??? Will I be living…..???
How will it be to experience that while working their…. While talking to those forms….??
May be I can tell them not be so threatful to people…..tell them to be calm & love the humans living on this earth….
May be I can tell them…..kill the evilness, lying in the human mind….
I can… may be….. raise this issue at the court of the NATURE…… may be laws of the
nature gives me the permission to raise this major issue, that , human mind deals with the evilness inside….
Being original……
We talk abt being original… atleast I do….. but wt abt it…. Being raw…. The rawness that I talk abt….. that I find in nature & in those forms…..
Those forms…
Those crazy going forms…….. smwr, Smwt, smthing…….
Therez really no need to think so much… abt…
Smthings r there…… as they r there….. they should be there…. So that we talk abt it…. Talk to gr8 deals…. & usually and up things…. As its there……bcaz…its there…. !!!! & all over..
There’s no surety…. Nothing that is permanent….. today its there…. Tomorrow, it’ll disappear but……with a replacement to it……
24/09/09
Going through a process of letting out everything on the strips of handmade, through the roles pinned up….. letting it go out In the world… giving it all back to nature in some form… may be in the formation of imitating the nature…
Imitation of the nature…. And something like that… and now whether for the public or not..??
No thought….. “It’s that whether I have for the time being, I am submitting it, back to, from where I got all this….”
30/09/09
The blend of the strips with the nature using the colors…. And leaving it all there, hanged till death……. Somewhere in a lonely place, where no one can come and save it…. All being documented at that point of time……………….. The death being documented…… the fear taking the place of the death…….
The series of fear…. The fear… that is to be blasted away…. Thrown, crushed and demolished out of my life….. Physically mentally….. The in confidence in me, hanged up there where no one can come and save it….. And then will arise that individuality………
The talked about…… individuality, told by someone, received by me, presented and acted by someone………
That ‘me ness’ will come and go… go somewhere god knows what will happen to the project…… that laziness will all kill it..
30/09/09
My pen…’pen’….. Is bloody wasted over this…. A set of gifted pens….. By someone….a friend may be….. From Paris…… and a selected…..individual pen…… trying to search its ‘individuality’ wasted itself……. And is gone or will be gone and over after a while……… that brown, Indian red…..maroon... Something... will be all a waste……
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